Wednesday, June 01, 2016

You think you do, but no

Wednesday, June 01, 2016
Sometimes you just do not know someone. You think you do, but no, it's a mirage. They're right in front of you, you can reach out and touch them, and the next thing they're gone. What happened? Nobody can tell you. It just happend. The person stopped being who you knew. They just stopped. I am only saying this trust.
Because what can you out into another human being? You live with them, eat with them, sleep with them, watch TV and go drinking together, you sit tighter at the pictures in the park. Everything, you wash Their clothes, you smell Their shit, you know every noise Their body makes. And They know you. There is not a thing They do not know about you, that's what you believe. Then one day, out of nowhere, They Say, sorry it's over. You say, what? They say, I can not do this. Do what? You have no idea what they're talking about Because you have never heard this before, not from them, not a distant rumble of it, but the you understand, you understand Precisely, Because this is not the first time for you, far from it, and they're starting at you as if it were you who spoke, you who broke the spell, if it was a spell. Then you hear a voice, yours, Do not you want to be here? And you know the unwires before They Say it. No. no not with you. It's no good anymore. You cry inside, outside, one or the other or both. They maybe do not go right then, or maybe already They went in every way except Physically. They already packed Their belongings, and this is them signing off. So this is not the start of a fight, or whether trying to mend what's broken, it's the end, the parting shot, and you did not see it coming, just like before. For a while after they've gone, there are little wisps o them hanging about, and then nothing, like they were never here. But theywere. Because you know you look in the mirror and you're different without them. You're still here, solid as life. But in every way except Physically, no, it's not you at all.


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