Wednesday, January 31, 2018

what do I put on my face

Wednesday, January 31, 2018

Make-up, something I have love hate relationship with. I have terrible acne, you might not be able to tell on these pictures but it's there and I hate it. So I wear make-up to cover it up. I have the confidence to go outside without all this shit on my face. I do it often, but I don't like the way I look at all with all these red pimpeles over my chin and cheeks so when I want to like feel myself I cover it up. The thing is, I love make-up. It's an art in my opinion, you can express yourself with it, make-up is not only foundation and concealer to cover your bad skin, it can be so much more: glitters, bright colors, crazy eyeshadow, ... I love those kinda things. So I don't mind putting on make-up. What I do mind is that now I know I don't only put it on because I want to express myself but because I want to cover something. That's why I hate it on the other hand. Lately I have experimenting more so it doesn't just feel like covering up, and it's been amazing. I have so much fun putting it on in the morning and can't wait to start experimenting more.

Monday, January 29, 2018

Sunday, January 21, 2018

Summer 0013

Sunday, January 21, 2018


It was right in that moment I realized I was only in love with the idea if you. I was sitting at the ocean with my eyes closed and like a movie the past couple of weeks flashed before my eyes. His voice, I can still hear it in my ears it's almost as if he is standing right next to me like he did so many days ago. He had this powerful voice filled with confidence which made me look up to him in a way I had never looked up to anyone before. He had this voice that would make you silent and only want to listen to him. I could never speak like that. I still remember the fist time I saw him. He had blonde curly hair that fell in front of his eyes and he didn't even bother to move it aside, he just let it be. He was skateboarding whilst holding a sigaret in one hand and keeping balance with the other. He wore this oversized pink t-shirt and green swimming trunks with yellow flowers on it. The colors totally clashed and I liked it for some reason that I can't really explain. When he busted me looking at him he showed me this subtle smile, almost saying he didn't care but cared just enough to let me see he noticed I was on the same square. After that I didn't see him for 3 whole days, I had almost forgotten about him. 

Friday, December 29, 2017

Leaving 2017 behind

Friday, December 29, 2017
Two days and we are officially in the year 2018. 2018. That's crazy.
When I was 10 the teacher asked us what we wanted to be when we were grown-ups. I knew my answer without having to think about it for a second. I wanted to be an interior designer. It had always been my dream to decorate these big houses, make them pretty and colorful. I knew I was going to be an interior designer someday, but I was so confused that the teacher was already bothering us with questions that were lifetimes away. It would take what felt like a thousands years before I would eventually be doing that job. At 10 years old time was only slowly passing by. The hours in one day felt like forever, imagine thinking about what someone could accomplish in 5 years or more. The thought of me being old was something I couldn't imagine and was something I thought I never had to worry about. I was this little kid that was never afraid of time. I never felt rushed to accomplish anything in life, because life felt like an eternity. I just lived. I just lived this happy unstressful life.


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